Wednesday, June 16, 2010

holiday suck -.-

holiday sucks alot~!
sien !!! >.<
kip having tuition =.=''
lucky dis week no more le ..
bt no tuition oso veri boring T.T
kip stay at home nia >.<
i wanna go out lurr >.<
long time no go station 1 lim teh le ..
miss my fren damn much..
emmm..
and im thinking my parent let me chg schl or nt ..
batu unjur reli damn ""good""
if thy let me chg ..
i shud go
Raja Mahadi ..?
OR
K.D.U ..?
Raja mahadi
- babe(s) thr
- more freedom
- no dog barking for cutting hair -.-
BUT IF
K.D.U
- leng zai many +o+
- at P.Jaya so mom wont care wad i wanna do
- freedom =)
- go thr can stay wif my dear cousin !!!
- everyday can go yam cha
- wan go whr oso can

omgg !!
seems like go pj study veri nice <3
bt..
go pj .. cnt see my fren le T.T
andd..
cnt see my babe too ><

hmmm...
if go raja mahadi
i loss my freedom le
T_T

damn it ~!
IM INDECISIVE
suan liao ..
if i decide jorr
i still hav ask parent -.-
thy sure dun let de T.T
damn hate it..
born wif no freedom
reli damn bored ..
wan go out summore wan see hu my fren -.-
sumore cnt hav boys de ~
diiiuuuu ~!!!!!!!!!!
talk to boy onli ma
it's so normal ==

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Kiss The Rain

I always love you
I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I love you when
You can't even look straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The one to say that you would never leave

The water calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only exists in my dreams

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I love you when
You can't even look straight in my eyes

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurt so much
To know I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

So why am I still here in the rain...

by : Yiruma